I am a dead sinner. A repeat offender. Lord I have fallen into sexual sin once again. I do not know how to say, “No.” I don’t want to hear you say you never knew me. Though I’m told that through faith in you I’ll be saved but thats not a free ticket to just go out and sin as I please. I know I am a man will sin until the day I die but I just don’t want to feel like I let you down. Please help me.
Is my attitude towards Muslims wrong? Because so many think Christianity is foolishness, does that mean I shouldn’t bother trying to show them the right way? I’m so flawed myself Lord. Most of the time I don’t feel worthy enough to speak to someone about you.
Was my attitude toward Rafat wrong? I don’t think being a Christian means I must be a punching bag and let anyone do what they want. You know it bothers me inside to see things the way they are in the house, Lord but I feel like he brought it on himself. I’m not big enough to go to him and straighten things out. Especially because I suspect things are bound to get worse when I head home and ask for the Comcast money. I pray oh God that you show me wrong and have Rafat have the money prepared when I ask.
You know my many shortcomings Lord. Please help me to get to know you better and let that show in my daily dealings. In your name I pray, amen.
Good and Faithful Servant