The video I just watched left me in awe and wondering. Wondering what you would say to me if I were in that man’s shoes. Would you scold me the same? Worse? I think worse. I know I’ve really been slipping these past few weeks. I don’t know what to do and I really need you to help me and show me what it is I’m supposed to be doing. Besides staying away from sin, believing, and helping others, what constitutes a holy life?
I repent of lusting everyday. I repent of getting drunk. And I repent of smoking when I was hungover. Please forgive me. If you have a plan for me I ask that you’d present it to me in a clear fashion because I feel like I’m oblivious. Is it the video games that are holding me back? If that is the case I ask that you destroy or take them from me. If the video games are corrupting me and keeping you from me, please Lord destroy my Xbox or allow a thief to take the Xbox and the games.
I don’t know what you want. Is it my mindset? I just want you to correct me and set me on the right track before you end my life. I know I can’t bear to stand in front of you and have you reject me.