Wednesday, February 8th, 2012

Dear Yahshua,

The video I just watched left me in awe and wondering.  Wondering what you would say to me if I were in that man’s shoes.  Would you scold me the same?  Worse?  I think worse.  I know I’ve really been slipping these past few weeks.  I don’t know what to do and I really need you to help me and show me what it is I’m supposed to be doing.  Besides staying away from sin, believing, and helping others, what constitutes a holy life?

I repent of lusting everyday. I repent of getting drunk.  And I repent of smoking when I was hungover.  Please forgive me.  If you have a plan for me I ask that you’d present it to me in a clear fashion because I feel like I’m oblivious.  Is it the video games that are holding me back?  If that is the case I ask that you destroy or take them from me.  If the video games are corrupting me and keeping you from me, please Lord destroy my Xbox or allow a thief to take the Xbox and the games.

I don’t know what you want. Is it my mindset?  I just want you to correct me and set me on the right track before you end my life.  I know I can’t bear to stand in front of you and have you reject me.


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